Be positive, be yourself answer of all biting question

There are different kinds of people in this world. You might get in touch of people personally and professionally, few will make you feel higher and few might make you feel trapped :P I mean few people will be just as you are and few will be completely opposite to you and it is normal. You can not expect everyone to be like you. You have to mold yourself according to other somewhere somehow to make your and others' life beautiful. But sometimes everything seems to be wrong. You try your heart out make things fine, but it just get more and more worst and then the only option you can see can be take back step from the situation or create more space from the person. But sometimes the circumstances even doesn't allow you to do so. Then what can be the option? :P

Sometimes you know you are absolutely right, but somebody trying to prove you wrong in front of people important to you. You try to check the things inside you, you try to make all possible efforts to check is it you who is wrong? but after testing all possible fact from your own and others' point view still you find yourself right. Though you are right, but still try to compromise and keep on doing efforts to make things right. But at certain situation it just stop working, things start becoming worst. You are not kind of person who try to prove the innocence  to anyone, you are kind of person who believe in trust and truth and thinks Truth will come out itself, but the opponent go to everyone and start showing the pity side start gathering sympathy and show you guilty in front of people including the people important to you. It is possible that people will go with only what they see and hear and start believing the dramas going on around. And you just stand alone and guilty in eyes o everyone? Then what can you do?

Few people are blunt speak the thing as it is. Speak the truth which used to be bitter. And few people give everything sugar coated. They are sweet to everyone. They gain sympathy of everyone by showing their poor pity side and by projecting yourself as biggest villain of the earth. Though you are right, just because you are blunt and dislike to pamper anyone's ego and believe in showing mirror to everyone. Do not cry in front of people to gain their sympathy, do not believe in showing your weak side to anyone people will start thinking you are the only wrong person on the earth? Then what will you do?

Does it sounds like your own story? :) Hmm everyone thinks themselves are the only right in this universe so it doesn't matter. There is only once answer of every question I asked in above content is "Be positive, Be yourself". Do not change yourself for anything or anyone, specially if you are on side of truth, honesty, strength. If you get boycotted by anyone or everyone do not worry and think you are on right path because there is a saying in hindi "Sach ki rah pe akela hi chalana padata hai!" which means "On path of honesty/Truth you have to walk alone". And keep one thing in mind "Whatever happened will happened for good".

By the way, when I started writing this blog , I didn't had answer of these question nor had title of this blog. Writing or self assessment or talking to your best friend which is you yourself will give you answer of all questions.

Be positive, be yourself answer of all biting question :)

Now this is RJ Aashaka signing off for today. Good bye, good night, c u sabba kher catch u soon at same place :)

ShaktiPith in India - Ambaji holly Story Part 2

So have you enjoyed my past two legends or holly stories of Ambe ma? Today is time for third and last fable related to Ambaji – Gabbar. As per a mythological story, “Sati” daughter of Himalaya got married to God “Shiva” and Himalaya was unhappy with this marriage. Once Himalaya organized a Havan [Worship] and invited all God and Goddess except Shiva. Sati got ready to attend the event at his father's home. Shiva tried to convinced her to not to go there, but she still gone to be part of the holly event. Himalaya insulted his on daughter because of his anger against her wedding. He also insulted Shiva verbally in front od Sati. So Sati decided to give her life after getting humiliated by her on father and thus jumped into the flames of havan and died. When shiva seen the body of Sati, he was surrounded by so much of grief. He carried the dead body of Sati on his shoulder and started “Trandava Nrutya”. God Vishnu realized it will invite the and will destroy the earth. So he threw his Sudarshan chakra and cut the body of Sati in 108 pieces. Wherever the part of body of Sati fall, that place became “ShaktiPith” and that place is devotional by the humans. At Ambaji the heart of Sati fallen and that is why it is one of the ShaktiPith.

So this was the last mythological story of Ambaji. Apart from this there are many tourist places like Kailash Tekari which is also known as sunset point of Ambaji. Kumbhariya where temples of Jains are situated since ages, Koteshvar, gulf of Valmikiji who written “Ramayana” , Gupt Sarswati, nobody knows where is the end point of the water. And many more such places.

Story of Ambe MA, Gabbar, Gujarat: Ambaji holly Story Part 2

In my previous post, I talked about the story of Ambe ma and Danta's king. Today I will share the legend of swing [julo] of Ma Ambe. Ma Ambe used to go to mountains for cow grazing. She used to start swinging on a swign and her cows wander here and there for grass with other cows of a cow boy. It was daily routine. Once that flockman seen those stranger cows with her own cows and decided to follow her.

When cows of Ambe Ma was returning back to her, as per his decision neatherd followed those cows and reached to Ambe ma. He asked for wages for grazing her cow. She smiled at him and given him dustpan with oats. Cow boys walk away with that and got furious on this. So he just threw the oats and went back to his home.

When he reached his home, he talk about this to his wife. When her wife checked his scarf she was astonished. There was 4-5 pearls and Diamonds. Four – Five oats which he threw away was stuck to his scarf and converted into earls and diamonds. He just realized her mistake and repentance a lot on his stupidity. He just ran back to the place he met Ambe Ma, Wandered near by places but he lost everything he got. And never got anything back.

If you climb the mountain Gabbar, There will be a place called “Ma no Julo” means swing of Goddess. There is an idol of Ambe ma in swing. And as per the legend it is the same place where she was swinging. As per devotees, people say still if you keep your ear there on that rock where swing is places and if you have pure heart and trust on Goddess, you can hear the voice – noise of swinging swing. So if you go to the gabber, you can try this.

The moral of the story which we can use in real life is nothing and no one is of less importance. Always value what you get. If you devalue it and loose it with your arrogance, time will teach you the real worth of it and then nothing will be left for you except remorse, penitence, contrition...  

Holly Story of Ambaji, Aarasur

Holly Story of Amabaji Gujarat

I am a religious person as you guys already know. I visited one of the very famous temple of Gujarat, namely, Ambaji. Goddess Amba's temple is there. Ma Amba has many names like Ambika, Amba, Ambe-Gauri. She is the most beautiful goddess according to Hindu mythology. The place I visited is known as Ambaji, but originally the name of that village is “Aarasur”. Today, I would like to share the mythological story attached with that place and Ambe Ma. There are three different stories attached with it, so I will share it in three different posts.

Today I will talk about the legend of Ma Ambe and king of Danta. As per the mythology, Ma Ambe resides at Aarasur and used to play Garba [Gujarati folk dance] there. There was a king who resides at Danta [Pronounced as Daanta] Village in his palace and rule Aarasur as well. Once he seen a beautiful girl playing Garbas and just got allured towards her with her mesmerizing beauty. She asked to come to him and be his queen. Ambe ma agreed upon, but put a condition one condition. As per that, the she will walk behind the king and king is not suppose to look back in any circumstances. He has to put blind trust on her that she is coming behind. King agreed upon and both of them start moving towards king's palace at Danta village. After walking some miles, Ambe ma stopped the sound of her anklet. So the king felt something suspicious. He thought that girl must be escaped and not coming behind. So he turned back to check weather she is coming or not and he lost the condition. At a vary moment, earth get split and Ma Ambe het in to the earth and fissure seales behind her. After that Danta and Aarasur also split into two different villages.

Still there is an Arasaur chawk in main temple at Aarasur – Ambaji where she was playing Garba. And devotees plays Garba in the evening called “Aanad no Garbo”. If you climb the Gabbar mountain there, still there is a place where Ma Ambe got in to the earth. There is an old people tree known as “Paras Peepadi” where married woman tie their bangles and pray for long life of their husbands. As per the fable, the gap where Ambe ma get into earth was till as high as the Mountain Gabbar. As the mountain itself get split caused in split of earth and Ma ambe get into the earth.

The moral of the story can be have faith. Have trust on people and thing you have. If you will suspect on that you might loose them forever.

Random Incident and Thoughts in AMTS

Even after these many years I still travel in AMTS bus. Yesterday evening I was going home from office in a bus. A girl was sitting besides me at window sit. I was looking at the running Ahmedabad from window and accidentally I read an sms in that girl's cell phone. Of course, I know it's bad manners. It's really bad manners, but it wasn't intentional and I never read nor support such practice of reading private stuff of anyone intentionally. Now coming back to the topic, rather than talking about good or bad manners stuff. The SMS was “I Miss You.” As and when, girl read that message she started calling on same number again and again, but the next person was just not answering the call and every time call gets disconnected, and the girl keep calling back.

And I started thinking about different stuffs related to same situation like she was sitting so calmly, suddenly SMS come now she became restless. I shouldn't be judgmental who can be on next side of phone, but whoever is at the next side shouldn't message her. If you are missing someone and you know that person might not be pleased with your expression of missing, then why to bother anyone? And, if you are really missing, then why are you not answering the call? I mean if you have started a talk, then just take it further and if you just do not want to discuss the why the hell do you start a conversation? I have also met such people who just start an idiotic topic and we start confronting or get eager to know more they just say “leave it. I don't want to talk on this.” In such situations, I feel completely pissed off. I used to say like if you were really not interested to finish the topic, then why the hell did you started?In past, I have also fought on such situation with many of friends and family. But now I have became bit conscious with these kind of people. The are just attention seekers and that's also may be unintentionally. Because they do not do anything with intention, but the put hand on paining vain just to actively involve you in an idiotic conversation which used to make you feel to bang your head in a wall. I have banged it often in past But with experience I have learned the best way to deal with such people is just ignore and do not give any kind of importance to them. If some say, [verbally or by gesture] “let it be, I just don't wanna talk on this.” The best ever reply can be “Okay.” Try this out and the next person will tell you the whole story one by one even if you are not interested to listen

Now coming back to original story, when I was thinking all these in between one more SMS was received by the girl “sorry.” But girl keep on calling and finally the next person answered the call, and girl just said like this, “What is this? What do you mean by mistake? Every time you make same mistake? Next time don't say this even in mistake.” Cell phone hung up. And, I exclaimed “wow! My queen of battle. My tigress.” Every girl must learn this thing. Don't think like let it be or what can I do? If you are not liking something just raise your voice against it. If you will be quite with thinking it will be ok with time then you are making a big mistake because people used to take “silence as Yes.” So Girls, be brave and start taking your stand.
Well I am also like that, I used to raise my voice against something pinching my soul, no matters, who is next to me. I do take stand for the one I think is right at the moment. If I am wrong I also do have guts to accept my mistake, apologies and take initiative to correct it. Everyone must think and act so.

Ok it's again too long post so I think time to say bye bye for now. I will catch you later soon hopefully. This is R J Aashaka signing of for now C U Sabba kher. And as Diwali is at corner “Happy Diwali”

Why not Writing so Frequent?

Hey there,

It's Ash again here. Yeah I'm not frequent poster as I was before but what to do? I used to have to many things in to do list. Apart from that there are too many topics so I used to think like what to write and what to not? So just can't decide the topic to write on. sometimes also feel to share many things but the past few years taught me to "be a closed book, as people never value open books" and in past where I was writing here, I thought no-one is reading it except few selected friends & as per the length of my posts, they might even don't dare to read my posts but then Google told me that there are many visitors who are reading your posts. I felt like what to share what to not :)

Sometimes I feel like write whatever I want to as I was doing before but then I remember the time which says out of 10 people who are asking you about you or your story. 7 are just curious to know your story, 2 want to gossip about it and hardly 1 person cares about it. So better to be a closed book rather than being an open book which people just tear. So I just drop an idea of writing everything :P

At the same time the traffic stat here shows the people who visits & read my blog actually don't know me so whatever I write I will be an anonymous girl. So even if they meet me someday down the street, they just never get to know it's me - the girl whose blogs they used to read ;) :D But what if someone who knows me will read this? Nothing in today's word people neither understand words nor silence, they just understand what they want to so never mind who is reading what? And aivey  I am too unpredictable, even i can't predict me and my mood tomorrow :) so why to worry about anyone else so write what I like to because ITS MY PLACE :P :D

So as you can see years & time just flew away but m still as it is a girl next door who still likes to play with kids, who like to sing out of her heart, who has been practical after experience of life but still tears rolls out sometimes on emotional scenes [and i wonder i know its just a movie y my eyes r wet?] I like to work seriously and i like to just lost in my dreams & imaginations. I like to plan surprises and speak what i feel but bit carefully as I learnt that if u like or love someone tell them straight as expression of love is very important but if u dislike or hate someone just don't tell that to even yourself because disliking creates pain and u know what my motto is be happy and try to make others happy :)

I think written too much for today. funny thing is i came to write about something else and written something else :D In between a friend talked with me & planned awesome surprise for another friend. Feeling excited as I just love to plan surprises :)

Ok bye for now will come soon with something new at same place. Till then be happy & try to make others happy. good night. good bye c u sabba kher. this is R J Aashaka signing off.

Navaratri - Holly & Most famous Festival of Gujaraties

Hi there,

We Indians are found of festivals. So we used to have many festivals. Few are national and few are state wise. By today Navaratri festival is started. This festival is of 10 days. Yes you have read right words. 10 days long festival it is. And you can say it's festival of night. :) Basically Navartri belongs to Gujarat. Gujarat is state of India. Navaratri is also known as "Norata".

Nav Durga

Basically in Navaratri people used to devote their prayers and devotion to 9 forms of ma Durga, namely, Ma Shailputri, Ma Brahmacharini, Ma Chandraghanta, Ma kushmadha, Ma Skandhmata, Ma Katyani, Ma Kalratri, Ma Mahagauri, Ma Sidhdatri. MAny of you might belongs to India but never heard these names. So if you want to confirm or read then you can check a hollybook, namely, "ChandiPath", which has mentioned names of all these Goddesses and the holly stories connected with each Goddess. I don't know is it available or not in English. But Gujarati and Hindi versions are there. As per the belief, it says in these 9 days it is good to read "Chandipath" and few people and few writers also say that if you devote Goddess and read Chandipath in proper way you can get some superstitious powers. [Though there is no proofs on this and i also don't believe in it :) ] People also says that during these 9 days you can win hearty of Goddess and get whatever you want. You can show your devotion by meditation, reading holly books, singing  & playing garba of Goddess. :)

Holly Story of Navaratri:
There are many holly stories are related to Navaratri. But I will mention 2 most famous. 1 is of ma Durga. As per belief there was a devil and Ma Durga fought with her for 9 days and and 9 nights and then killed  her. These 9 days are known as "Navaratri" so in devotion of ma Durga people play Garba and celebrate victory of Ma Durga.

Ravan Dahan

1 more very famous belief is that these 9 days are those 9 days when God Shri Ram fought with devil Ravan to get his wife Mata Sita back and get this earth out of atrocity of Ravan. And on 10th day he won the battle and killed Ravan. So on 10th day known as "Dashera" people of India burn the statue of Ravana.That is known as "Ravan Dahan". The victory of good over bad :)

Few people have fast in Navaratri. My mom was not drinking water or having food during these 9 days when I was kid. But as I grown up, for her health I force her to have water and also dinner. But she still keep fasts.

In older time people used to get together in evening time. Sing aarti "devotional song" for Goddess and then play garaba which is pure devotion. Those garabas were known as sheri garaba means street garaba. But now people changed :) Now the culture of sheri garaba is almost lost or I would say died. Now people goes to party plots. Means a big ground kind of place where the play garba [form of dance] on rhythm of  big orchestra and singers. Singers usually sing silly bollywood movie songs rather than actual cultural garba. and people usually dance in different form of garbas. People actually take coaching for Garba playing before norata. People charge to teach it. [how sad]. Now most of the people play garba just like they want to dance. They play it to win some prices. Almost the essence of  devotion is lost :( In older time people used to wear traditional Gujarati clothes which is known as "Chaniyacholi" for female & "Kediyu" for male in regular days also i guess.  In navaratri they used to wear more fancy traditional gujarati clothes, But now, tradition put aside and people started enforced fasion in it. they used to wear jeans, tops extra in normal days. And just for sake of fashion they waste so much of money in buying chaniya cholies and kediyas which they are going to wear just for 9 nights. Even in that fashion get in so there are sleeveless and ... kind of chaniyacholies. Well everyone has their own choice of course. It's their call. But still at few corners of Gujarat people are there who still play garaba for mataji "Goddess" it's not for dance or fashion. It is still for devotion. And I am proud that I belongs to that community where we belongs to such way of devotion :) Still there are places where people celebrate Norata in old traditional way without bollywood song and big orchestra. They play garaba on rytham of "Dhol" and believe me it is real fun to play garba on devotional Goddess garba songs and rytham of Dhol. There are few villages where circles of male and female are separate. Not because they are orthodox but because they find it as part of our rich cukture. respecting each othe. It's not restriction but it is modesty :)

What is Garba?
Now for those who don't know what is Garba. Garba is kind of dance. You can say one of the most famous folk dance of Gujarat and each Gujarati knows it. In any celebration of a Gujarati weather it is a groom procession or baby shower or birthday celebration or whatever real Gujarati will play garba. Gujaraties can play garaba on any tune on any song because we used to find beats of Garba in any music :D There are types of Garbas like be tali [2 claps], tran tali [3 claps], dodhiyu, ras, tetudo, hinch, amd so many. I can't write in words what does that mean or how to play :) You have to visit Gujarat to see & experience that. Traditionally people used to make a circle and as per the beat of Dhol [musical instrument] play any 1 form of a Garba.

Playing Garba on Dhol has much more real fun than playing it on noisy orchestra. May be many people wont agree on me but that's ok :) When I was younger, studyinh in school and college I used to play garba for whole night. We have played garba since 10- 11 PM to 4 - 5 am everyday. Then next day also go for class. I never bunked any :) Sometimes skin of my feet just get peeled. Even gravels just hurt badly and sometimes it start bleeding but the passion of Garba was so much I just play in & on. I have sung Garbas & I have danced on Garbas :) But now as life became bit busy and also don't have any company for laying garba so not going to play since few years in Navaratri. But the passion is still there as being Gujarati & will be there always :) I used to satisfy my passion in wedding & other celebrations by playing garba there :) And now Garba is so very famous it used to get played not only in other states of India but also in abroad countries. :) :)

Well I think I have just written too much and get almost all information on Navaratri & Garba is out. So Play garba for devotion this time & Happy Navaratri to all of you. Jay Mata di..

This is R J Aashaka signing off for today will come back soon with more talks at same place till then c u sabba kher, chau :) ;) 

Many questions & answers of past years

Hey there,

Is there anyone that side? Do u remember me? J Yeah it’s been long. It’s been quite long I have written here. Almost 2-3 years I guess.  I still remember the day when I started this blog and writing here. I used to write till midnight, it was really fun. But then many things changed and one of them was my habit of writing here.

So wont you ask where were I? Don’t you wanna know what I did in past years? J The situation of I left writing here and now just back to write again reminded me a song of bollywood movie where audience used to ask Mohini – the heroin of movie. “kaha thi aap?” and she replied “me kar rahi thi kisi ka intezaar.. jisase me karti hu pyaar aur jisase karti hu minnate bar bar”. For those who doesn’t understand Hindi. I just written there is a famous bollywood song & one of my fav of course. Audience asked the heroine “where were you are?” and heroine replied “I was waiting for someone. The one whom I loved. The one whom I pleaded again and again” and the song starts. Well not talking about the song and talk about me J

I was busy in building my career and my identity. Somewhere my building my dreams J I might chasing the things and people the happiness and so many other stuffs. Just been busy in many personal and professional stuff. Well the past 2-3 years proven to be fruitful of course. It given me many experiences, made me more better than yesterday. Made me manager from a team leader J   Made me good daughter & so much which can be feel and just can’t expressed in few words. Concluding those years I am able to say I find myself and built a very good base of mine.

Now coming to the question. Why I left writing here?

I answered it in short that I became very busy. Though I’m still very busy. But the other thing was like when I was writing before that is just for my sake. I was writing because I liked to write. I liked to share my views. I have never written anything by keeping anything in my mind or targeting someone or to get more readers or subscribers. No never. Whatever I written and I do write is just because I like to write. And when I was writing in past I though no one is reading my blog. I’m the only one who is writing this and few friends with whom I shared direct link are reading this or may be they are also not reading it as I might not be so favorite of them or they might have more important people in their life to know rather than me myself J As I never targeted this blog for getting audience I never did any special stuff to get it in high rankings as I just never wanted this to be famous. So being an SEO & knowing the SEO strategies I can say I practice all practice which can take me higher in search engines [of course never did black hat seo :P] in simple words, did not done anything special to get eyeballs, readers or subscribers. I used to write so lengthy posts so I also thought no one dare to read such long long posts :D until and unless that person in my diehard fan. And I am a mango girl so why should anyone be my fan? :P So as no one was reading except me I just forgotten that I own a blog  [my place] and stopped writing here without any thought.

Now the question is then why am I writing now?

As I said I am manager now, Internet marketing manager. Thanks J [assuming you are congratulating me] me and my bosses got a same thought [we used to get same ideas many times the only thing is they either implement or speak it before I do :D that’s why they are my employer and I’m their employee :D] Coming back to the point, we got an idea to let’s ask the team [staff of my company] to write a blog on our foundation anniversary. By this they will also get the platform to enhance their writing skills & will also get a place to showcase themselves. The selected blog will be published on our company’s blog. With this thought to encourage my colleagues I written a blog post [on another blog which is a technical blog on digital marketing] on blogging as personal branding tool. At time of writing that blog, all of the sudden I reminded that I own a blog & just to check what’s the state is it crawled by Google or not, I just googled the link of my blog and my eyes just came out when I seen the result :o  What I see is my this blog which is so inactive since years & never had any SEO is getting 1000+ traffic. I was like whoa there are readers who are still reading this blog. Apart from this incident I attended an SEO event in my city where a girl came to me, confirmed me that I am the Ash or not and then said I am your fan and I was regularly reading your blog. You were so good. Why did you stop writing it? I was feeling like whoa. So cool J she insisted to write again.

These 2 incidents made me feel like there are people who are reading my blog. They are liking it. Who might wait for my piece of writing. Why? I don’t know but  I feel like if there is someone who is giving me privilege as writer then it is my humble duty to write for them. So I decided to write here again J so for now I can say Ash is back. For how much time? Can’t sy as my life is more busier than before but still as I think it’s my responsibility somewhere to write for my readers I will try to write as regular as possible.

Does this mean I will be in rat race of getting readers & subscribers?

Neah.. I will write for the same reason I was writing before. To express myself, my experiences , my thoughts. I am not going to promote my blog to new reader. Not going to pass links to my known people & not even going to ask old readers to I have started writing again & you can read it. But yes this time I will write for me & the audience who likes to read my views & life around me because as I said somewhere it is my responsibility towards my readers.

I think for today I already made a really very lengthy post & I wonder who is going to dare to read it :D So concluding it here. One last thing I would say before I say bye is If you are actually reading this I would love to hear from you. Because it might make me more aware and excite to write here. It will appreciate me to write more [regular not length posts I know you are scared of reading long] Your comments can tell me my strength & weakness which can make this blog better for you to read. Because as I said when I seen 1000+ readers to blog I feel to start writing here. So if out of 1k readers at least 10 left comment, I might never left writing J by thinking aivey no one is reading. In short, leave your views & thoughts in comment. But ya do not try to leave promotional anchor text as I am also an SEO. When I am not doing promotion of any of my own services, how will I allow you to spam my blog? ;)

So let me say bye for now but I will catch you sonner at same place with something new. This is RJ aashaka signing off. CU Sabba kher. Be happy & try to make others happy.

Valentine day - Journey of Emotions

Valentine day – The day of love is coming. 14^th Feb is celebrated as the day of love to express the feelings to the one you love. It’s a great feeling when someone shows the love and care to you and make you feel so special. So if you have someone in your life or if you are in love with someone then this is the time to express the love and care you have for that person. J  Some people used to give an excude that every day is day of love then why to celebrate this day?? Then my answer for them id in our normal routine life, we don’t get that much time to make a day very special and unforgettable to our be loved. So this is the opportunity or a day to express all the feeling we have for the one we love the most or the one who is our lifetime companion.

I have also planned something very special and romantic for my valentine when I will go for my valentine for the first time J. I am going to ask a whole day from him by romantically proposing him day before valentine day with saying “sweet heart ! I am going to give you my whole life, so can I borrow a day from my life?? Will you please come with me on this valentine day and put fragrances of LOVE on this day of LOVE??” Ah ! how can he say no then?? J he will come of course.

Now in the morning, we will go for the romantic movie and before movie starts, I will present him a white rose with the words of love as “White is the color of peace. This white rose is a symbol of peace and I would like to urge u that in future for my any act or quarrel which makes u angry on me. Remember this white rose and the thing that I can’t bare your anger so forgive me and never be apart for my any mistake I made intentionally or unintentionally. Promise me that u will help me to maintain a peaceful life and love by accepting this white rose <3 ” and we will watch the movie by holding hands and my face on his shoulders J.

Then after movie we will go for a lunch of his choice, before we start a lunch I will gift him an orange rose with the words of love that “The orange rose indicates that u r the only one I am attracted to for the lifetime, and your heart and love is the thing which keep attract me towards u. I promise you that I will be attached to u with the same intensity of love till the last breadth of my life and I would like u to Promise me that you will be always as kind, loving and carrying as you are by accepting this orange rose”

After the lunch, we would go for the long drive my favorite where I put my head on his shoulder and just enjoy the great time of my life with his. In between this romantic long drive, I will present him a yellow rose and says “The yellow rose is the symbol of friendship and friendship is the relation which is based on transparency & trust. I would like you to be your best friend ever where u don't need to hide anything and to whom you can share everything u think and feel about without any hesitation or a thought. It's most important to be a friend before being lifetime companion so I would like u to accept this yellow rose with a promise that u will try to be my lifelong friend and we will share a friendship bond which won’t break in extreme conditions"

Then we will go for the candle light dinner with the romantic music and violin with smoke around and the red heart shaped balloons and roses. Before start of the dinner, I would present him a red rose and would say
I have found in u the love of a life-time
when I fell in love with u
the magic of ur smile touched my heart & made my world an enchanting place
when I fell in love with u
I realized that true happiness wasn't as farfetched and distant as I'd imagined..
when I fell in love with u
I could suddenly hold my head higher knowing that
I carried u and ur presence in my heart
when I fell in love with u
and looked into ur eys,
I could see the fulfillment of all my cherished hopes and dreams
when I fell in love with u
I vowed to fill ur life with perfect joy, fun-filled times and unending love
U r my life, my love...

accept this red rose which is symbol of love, an allow me to keep u in my heart for the lifetime and give me permission to steal ur heart. Will u be my valentine??
:)

after the dinner I will present him a glass heart and a chain with a pedant of heart either with our pics or with half heart chain to him and half heart chain i l keeo tp me and will tell him by holding his hand in my hand that "take care of this heart. I am giving u my heart today and if u break my heart, I am gonna break u :) :D <3"

Then we will leave for the last few moments and most probably go to a river bank, or sea shore or pound or something and walk around for a while by holding each other’s hand together. I l present him few chocolates with the words "The sweetness of these chocolates r not as much as u spread in my life by being part of it. But its jst a gesture of mine to spread some more sweetness in our relation"

At the end when he drops me at my home or our home, Before the journey of emotion over, I present him a pink rose with saying that "Pink rose is symbol of thankfulness and gladness I have for you as u became part of my life or rather i d say u r my life. u r the 1 who always stood by me in all my good and bad time and I have faith u will always be with me ever in all situations. This is the kind gesture to show my gratitude towards u to make my life livable and I m thanking u in advance to be with me ever and never ever live me alone. I love u jaan <3 :) and I know u love me too… Happy valentine day…

How is it?? To romantic na?? but don’t tell it anyone.. ssshhh it’s a secret and surprise for him J

And what’s your surprise?? Share your plan with me Don’t copy my style okay?

               

Life is Going smooth

Hey All

I wish u all r fit and fine. I have not posted since quite long. So though lets write something new. Things are quite steady and stable now.  In June I was facing the worst time of life may be. Ah I even hate to remind those days to myself. As I written after new start, everything is settled down now.

New job is pretty good. As you know I am the PL and TL so it is good. J TLs used to make work their team members and they used to get relax and pass time. That’s something I am also doing and enjoying being official TL in good company.  Not like the one in past where almost every1 or 70% of staff was TL. Duh. :P But as you know I am one of the good TLs so used to be interactive with team and make them learn so many new things and I am also learning  more and more from their questions.  I usually spend my time in client communication, team’s query resolution,  Ranking + traffic + goal increase, new tactic and so on. And side by side having fun on FB and listening music. One more thing in my new office to I am getting max tea. I use to get 2 cup of tea. J My all office boys used to understand that I like to have 2 cup of tea or more quantity. J

Freelancing SEO task is also good. As I get tired not doing much effort in surfing clients. But yes if I get any client then give satisfied work.  I have 1 boy working under me for freelancing task. So in short business life is going good.

Personal life is also good. As I got the most loving and carrying parents of the world, I am having fun. Wright now single so enjoying the freedom. J I used to spend my holidays in sleeping as I love sleeping J It is like if time of waking up is 7:45 AM and if u wake me up at7:42 AM. I will sleep back for 3 more mints as I love my sleep. Using minimum phone. You can say right now the time is same when I love to be alone and love to be with me only. I have no friends to whom I talk every day and feel uneasy if don’t get to talk. No one is there like that. Not have much interest in TV or movie much.  So for others it could be boring but for me it is best time I m having right now. Just doing my job and giving maximum time to myself. J

 Ganesha festival is going on right now and  ganapati bapa moriya is in the air. In our office also we brought ganesha and worship it. It is really good to have vighnaharta. Apart from that my friend s going to be mumma so I am happy for her. J The only problem is the old one AMTS. Bus problem which make me irritate and agry 2 times a day. I am sick of it. :P But have no solution. Auto drivers take 3x money and even after that not coming sometime. And AMTS is same :P I am thinking to get vehicle but what about them who can’t afford vehicle or auto. I wish our Govt give lil attention to AMTS also rather than spending only on BRTS L

Huh so in short right now after quick ups and downs I am living steady, slow and sweet life.  I”ll catch u again here and try t write soon till then b bye. Live the love and feel the life. Live in the moments as u will loss it and never get it back again. J

New Start

1st of July-2011. A complete new start of my life. A new chapter gonna start from today. It is new not just because of new job. but many things or you can say almost everything has been changed. As I said past month was very hard for me. I lost so many things that only I can understand. But for new start I have make everything new in me. You can say I have just restarted my system. I bought new phone, new purse, new tifin box, new dresses :) I must mention that in my lifetime this is for the first time I did these much shopping. Otherwise I used not spend a penny anywhere. Specially for me. I used not even buy water untill it is too much of need. I got nokia 5233 touchscreen phone. It seems quite cool. Everything is new. But memories are still there. :) I am missing those relations and friends which I lost last month unfortunately. :( But there is nothing I can do except moving on so rather then regretting I have opted way of moving on. So that's what I am doing. When I came for an interview in this company I read a slang that was "Don't regret, LEARN and move on" nice one. Because regreting can't do anything so just learn from your mistakes and move on. The situation for me is like God put me on a way and I am supposeto walk on and I am walking on. Honestly I don't know where am I going and whats the destination. I am just walking along. Each time I used to make decision but this time I left decision on God and just walking all the way. I have full trust on God that he wont make any wrong decision for me and lead me toward the happiness, I am

willing to have.

Because as I said I dream of being a successful career woman whene people used to say "good morning mam". Right now I am on that way. I am at senior level I got that job which I was willing to have. In career I am getting everything or almost everything I wanted to have. But as we used to say man's desires are endless. That is happeming to me. Now that sleeping girl inside me has waken up somewhere and has started feeling to have someone special in life with whom I can share evrything. My happiness, sadness, anger, love, everything. I am feelingthe emtiness somewhere. I want that shoulder where I can put my head and get relaxed. I am missing those arms who hold me tight and say "hey sweety don't u worry, I m wid u forever." Yeah I am missing my dreamboy at this stage and I wish I get him sooner in my life. I am not looking for a film star. I just want a simple, sober, well educated and well cultured boy with courage to hold my hand in any situation. I have that guts to fight against the situation but my man need to have at least that dare that he can stand by me at extreme situation. Well I have left this task to my parents so I am not worrying much for this. They will find the best match for me. You also pray for me that I get my prince charming asap. If I get him in this year, I would like to get engaged on 11-11-11 :)

But right now i am starting a new chapter and pretty exited and bit nervous as well. I am willing to get new work, friends and so on. But I wish I get goodie goodie things there. :)

Quite long post it is. right.. Let's say bye for now. I am going for now and catch you soon here. Though have busy schedules, I"ll try to write regularly. Till then Be happy and try to make others happy :)

Welcome me Back

Hey frdzz

remeber me or not. This is me Ash. yeah after a long time i am writing this post. A very new chapter of my life has been begun from today so I thought let's talk to you guys. From past few days, life was very unstanble or unpredictable. It was like everything was just happening and I was completely cluless what is happening to me and what is going on all around. You can say June was aa tough month for me. But before that I had lots of fun. I had everything I was willing to have including, frinds, relations, fun, fame, money, everything. But June was like Oh My Gosh....

On 8th June, I got first bed news and that was from my company that i need to leave the job and this is the last month for me. The reason is reduction in costing and they are reducing the staff. And targeted people are those who are newer to company. Decision is not based on performance but completely on senurity. I was quite socked on hearing my name there. Because it is month of increment and we were expecting appraisal. Well there is nothing we can do. Including me and my best friend many people faced this. And then I had started giving interviews. As always my interviews were going well but they find my salary expectations high. I was waiting for reply from companies and got another bad news that my best friend's bf got engaged with another girl. They were in relationship from 3 years and suddenly her bf got engaged with reason that he can't make his parents sad and can't go agaist him. In all these tensions and bad news my june gone. I made few major mistakes as well and also hurt few very close people of mine. But everything just happened and I was like playing

blind.

As my good luck and mahakali ma as well as your blessings, I got jobwithin 2 week. Very good job it was, but the problem was the office is too far from my home and travelling in bus is too clumsy as I have to take 2 buses. After getting that job, I got many calls for interviews but I refused to go there as I am fade up of this whole interview process and I am fade up of it. Then I got a call from a company which is nearer to my current office and easily reachable from my home so I went foran interview there. After waiting for half an hour there, HR asked me to wait for more 20 mins, I just losted at that time and said "no I m leaving, I"ll come tomorrow. You confirm the interview and call me at 12:45 that should I comeor not??" I talked quite rudely but I was angry at that time so. I felt that I shouldn't do that but I usually hate to wait and they made me wait a lot and in anger I talked like that. On next day I gone there and I had to wait for 5-15 mins and then interview started. They took my deep and thorough interview. They asked me to wait. But I was getting late so I told them to inform me on phone. They just call me in the eveningto meet again and they just hired me in the same way my current company did. I got very good package and senior position as well. So it was good for me. They just make me sign the offer later on the spot. and asked me to join asap butI insisted to join at 1st-July. I was happy because of it a bit. So I just went to pavagadh to have blessings of mahakalai ma. I visited pavagadh all alone and I couldn't believe that it was so flexible visit. I had never ever climbed pavagadh so early and easily. I felt like when you are alone, God is with you.

Some unsaid talks & Some Unexpressed feeling of Goa and Ash

Hey guys

Happy New Year. I wish you a very successful, happy and lovely year ahead...

This is the last post on my Goa tour. I have written almost about the Goa and the things i did there. But there is still something missing which i m going to discuss here.

First of all i would like to say Goa is a lovers place. I mean go there with your partner and walking in the sea and hold his hand. Ah what a feeling it is!! Goa is really very romantic place. I wish next time whenever i go to Goa, I get the someone special :)

Well well now lets come to the point. I really enjoyed my trip. When i had decided to go Goa, my intension was to be with me as i have very hectic schedule and hardly find time for myself. And believe me i give the max time to myself. We stayed for 3 days and i get to meet some really nice people and some very creepy as well. But we will talk about good one only.

I would like to mention name of 4 people here. Sam, Krun, Vimu & Maitu. They were very nice, loving and carring people. I get to know them on the tour. I don't know we will be in much touch or not but i must imply i will never forget them. Specially Sam & Krun. As I got very good bonding with both of them. Sam is quite carrying. I liked that. And most amazing thing he has no bad habits which usually guys have like smoking and drinking. He hates that. That really amazed me. But he is bit short tempered according to me. He is a good boy. And Krun was quite friendly.. I have shown him all the men flirted with me. LOL. I had read their palms very deeply. :D I don't know why but i feel like i have some deep bond with both of them. Like i knw them from ages.. I would love to be their best frd forever. Maitu & Vimu r also good people. Apart from them Gaur is the best father i have ever seen according to me after mine. He had great bond with his son and it was really fun watching the pair of father and son.

Now lets come to me. I was hanging out with frds or colleagues there. But the thing is my way of enjoying is quite different than others. People used to walk on the beach, in the sand while i enjoy the waves of sea by walking in the sea. People used to enjoy by taking snaps while i enjoy by taking sights in my eyes, the beauty inside me. It is not like that i don't like to be in group and do naughty things as i m the naughtiest person in my group. But don't know why i was enjoying to be with me. And also the thing people and frds i met was new to me. If i had gone with my group of friends then scene might be complete opposite. But i enjoyed thoroughly. I could find a new Ash inside me. An Ash who doesn't care for company. Ash who was enjoying the moments. I could find quite Ash in me :) I loved that side of mine. I can say now i get to learn how to live life beautifully. How to enjoy the life. Now may be i learned that u cant get the moment back so enjoy it fully rather than thinking for past, future or anything else. And you know what this is the best way to live. The most loving thing was i got forgotten all those things which were bothering me from so long. I can advice you if u r very stressed then just go on beach.

One more thing few frds of mine get to know that i never goto beauty parlor and they suggested me to go for it as it will make me more beautiful. Specially RB. He insisted me and said it will help me to get my dream boy. On that note i would say I don't want anyone to like me for my outer beauty which is not ever lasting. The one who will like me or love me should like me in the way i m. I will be beautiful for him as everyone likes to get a beautiful partner but that will be after he likes me in the way i m. And another thing is I believe that real beauty is in the simplicity. If the person whoever frd or partner of mine can't admire my simplicity, i don't think he can admire my thinking.. I also think that God is wise enough so let's not challenge him. And the last thing is i don't like all that feminine stuff. I don't like to go parlor and also hate to do shopping. As u knw my dreams and likings r quite different and that's the way i m. If someone want to like me than here i m and if not then also here i m :)

Apart from that my room partners were not letting me go for bath first as i take much time inside. LOL but i always get ready earlier than both of them as i dnt take time in powder puffing. LOL. Second thing they get to know whenever i enter the room my 1st question is "Where is the remote?" and on the TV. No matters i watch it or not. As per my habit i like tv on.

There were few more things and feelings but some things looks more beautiful unsaid so let's make it unsaid.

Apart from that tomorrow is an engagement of my frd. It made me believe more stronger in destiny. When i left for Goa there was nothing like that in withing this 15 days she is getting engaged and married. So it is clear that everything is pre planned. You can't even imagine what is going to happen with you tomorrow. And also you can get your life partner anywhere, anytime.. Ah gosh i forgot to tell u an interesting thing. RB had read my palm. He said i m going to love marriage :P very socking for me. As i really don't trust boys in this case as i have seen worst things in it. Let's see what happens as I always say everything is preplanned. Apart from that few things he said was right about me but i thought it was obvious. And some predictions were wrong as well like he said i am suffering from lack of confidence which is completely wrong. I have never ever faced lack of confidence. Even my friends are thoroughly impressed from my confidence.

I am badly caught by cough and cold. Ah plz don't ask about medicine as i hate to take any pills without doctor's prescription. And i hate to go to doctor as i m very lazy in this matter. So i used to take home medicine and just wait and watch :)

I have written so much in these 2 days.. When i have started this blog i was thinking i should get 0 traffic. Bcz this blog has almost everything about me and there may be facts which someone doesn't like to know. But after watching it i get to know i should not worry much as even if someone come here, posts are so longer nobody dare to read it completely apart from me or my hard core friend or fan. LOL.. So if you are one of my hard core fan or friend and read my posts completely then plz leave a comment so i get to knw this ;)

Finally this is time to say Bye for now.. Happy New Yea to all of you.. Have a great and successfull year ahead. This is R J Aashaka signing off . Gooood Niiiiiiiiiiight... Goooooooood Byeeeeeeee. C U Sabba kher.. Will catch u at the same place soon. Till than be happy and make people happy.. :) :-*

Back to Ahmedabad at 30-Dec-10

Finally the journey ends. When my eyes got opened there was light dark in the sky. Gradually light started spread out. I have seen the complete sunrise today. It was so beautiful. But unfortunately i didnt had cam at that time :( Gradually everyone woke up. Halt came. Our driver was using typical Gujarati when he stops the bus an ask us to go for washroom. It was too funny and bit embracing as well.

I took tea only bcz as u knw i dnt eat or drink anything before bath. But due to bad condition took tea. Then again get back to the bus. After long journey cam back to ahmedabad. And the journey got ended. My cousin came to pick me up and took me to his home at Maninagar. I drank 3 cup of tea and also got fresh n up. I traveled around 26-27 hrs continuously. Then I left for home but they have sme work so i traveled ahmedabad and reached home at 3:30. I was so tired & sick so just go to sleep. After 1-2 hour wake up and seen the mails and back to the normal life. So much pending task is there. I have to deal with UK client. Take interviews. boost up ranks and so on...Ash is back to the reality from dream world. And the tour ends..

Tour ends but still i have to write some unsaid facts and feelings so I will devote a compete post for that. So don' forget to read my next post.. I love you :-*

Day-5 of Goa trip 29-Dec-2010 - Day of check out

Day-5 of Goa trip 29-Dec-2010.

It is the day of leaving the Goa. Our group was the first in checking out. We checked out at 7:30 AM. And took breakfast. I was badly caught by cold and throat of mine was jammed. I was feeling like vomiting. So didn't ate much. But tasted it. Fun was still on. Gradually people gathered . I was sitting alone in lobby again and being with myself intentionally. We had to wait quite long and got buses for Madgav station. We sat in the 1st bus but it left at last. LOL. I sat with vaishubhabhi. We left resort at around 9 AM. We travelled quite long to reach to station. Finally we reached and waited for quite long for train as well. Then we got the train. But had to struggle to get our coaches as that was not written properly. I sat alone for quite long in my coach alone. Nobody from company was there as they had exchanged their seats with others. I met a man who given me some good info about Goa. He was in hotel management. Nice guy. Finally i got bored and bit uneasy as well in strangers so went to the coach of my tour group. I got a blasting news there that there is some political problem in Rajsthan and due to that this train is going to change it's root and will not go to Gujarat. It will go to MP. So we have to get down on Panvel - end of Maharastra and then we have to arrange everything on our own to reach the home. People were making plans for that and also discussing that this is not the fair. But in between keep cracking jokes and having fun. Finally we got the news, if we have to get down at Panvel then company has arranged 3 Volvo and we have to go in it compulsory. Then friends of mine slept and I gone in the next birth behind the group. As the whole boogie was empty. I sat there alone and watching the scenery outside. Then Sam came and took me to the door of coach and shown me the real beauty of God. It was so beautiful to see all that and feeling that moments and art of God. I don't know Sam will read it or not as i used to not give my blog url to anyone but I would love to thank u for that. U literally made my day. Train was running on round track and too many tunnels were coming one by one. The strong and cool air was blowing with digital dolby sound of train. LOL. It was really amazing. I loved it. If you ever travel in a train, I suggest you to stand in a door and see the view. But yeah take care to not fall down :) Well then again i came back to the place where i was sitting before. Sam also sat with me. And we had shared many things. :) Finally our friends waked up and we go there to sit with them. But still i was doing the same here and there as i liked the view from door. :) There was a cold drink vendor, again and again he come where sam is sitting ans shout for colddrink. Sam keep giving him a look. It was really funny. LOL. Panvel was nearer but still it was not final that we are suppose to get down there or not?? We get the instruction that just leave the train at Panvel. If it is going to Gujarat then we will get in again. Finally the station was coming and we were standing there and waiting to train get stop. Kalpu was standing there with Mit. I did usual hi to her. She said "You have changed ur colors so quickly". I thought she might talking about my clothes or pulling my leg or something like that. So I said with a naughty expression "So how did u liked my colors?? hmmm" bt then she made blast. She was in mood of creep with me. Sam signed me not to speak anything. But i was like i m also nt interested in any creep. Well finally we get down at Panvel. Kalpu was creeping as I am selfish girl and i was with them yesterdya jst bcz .net guys left me alone. I was not in a mood of fight at all. But i wanted to clear the thing bt she said "There is no meaning of discussion" so i just came back with .net frds.

I haven't said anything there as i feel like she is not the one to whom i should clarify anything. But i would like to mention here few things that when i gone for Goa, I was alone. I had no frds, no group. I knew only 1 person that's my HR. And I used to be with person or group who used to ask me to come with them. I have never approached anyone to tak me with them. As I was prepared to be alone and enjoy lonely as well. Even when Kalpu asked me to come with her, I strongly denied to go as i really wanted to be with me but she forced me a lot and she did promis with someone to get him partner for Activa(rent). I gone bcz of her. Second thing though i had gone with them, I was moving alone as she has her company mit. And in the train also i was sitting alone. I tried to say hi to her but she was sleeping. And when i came back she was gone so what to do?? Well whatever i dont care as she doesnt matter for me and i think same thing for her. But according to me she needs to change her view as everyone can't be wrong. She fought with almost all. Ok ok leave it. let's move ahead...

Then Station master adviced us to goto Bhopal and then from there go back to Gujarat. LOL. I was sitting and just thinking randomly. Maitu was asking me to not be upset bcz of Kalpu and vimu said "She has a fix expression so we cant get to know she is upset or not..." LOL Then we move towards Gangaram theater. We sat on the circle of Panvel. And again start having fun in worst situation. LOL. But there was big problem of mosquitoes.. I said "Mosquitoes are having party tonight. They must feeling to have great dinner in hotel as having blood of Gujarat with essense of Goa". LOL. After waiting for long we got the bus. In 1st bus couples and single girls gone. In 2nd general people and in 3rd only men ;) We reserved 1 double and 2 single slippers in 5 people. :D I sat in the window butthen Maitu slept so we 4 me, Krun, Sam & Vimu sat in single slipper. (BTW it was not volvo at all). We played games. Then we had started playing Antakshari. Krun, Vimu & Sam was in 1 team & me in 1team. It was really fun playing it. They admire my song database. LOL. I was having so much of fun. I felt like this journey should be the never ended one. As I knew that this frds will be lost tomorrow when we leave the tour and i really wanted to be with them for long. I had very good tuning with Krun & Sam from beginning but then i get to be tuned with Maitu & Vimu as well. I was watching Bombay, singing songs and thinking this and suddenly something happened. A bump came all of the sudden and Bus jumped and all passangers as well. I was sitting on the sode so i just fallen down. But in fraction of seconds both Sam & Krun hold my hands and pull me back on the seat. It was like wow.. I salute the presence of mind of both of them who hold me and get on the seat. I was an inch or 2 far from the floor. It was a thrilling experience. I really loved it. Seriously i thought i m gone but they survived me. It was so much thrilling and fun in that. Like a bollywood situation. Heroin is falling in the gulf and hero survived her. After paracelling this was the moment i enjoyed a lot. And u wont believe, I reminded that whole scene 100s of times till now. It was amazing..... Then people started throwing comments on that bump jumping. It was really fun. But i felt bad for maitu as she had stomach pain and this jump night hurted her more. Well Then  get calm.. may be bcz of tiredness. Krun gone to sit with driver and Vimu sat on another seat so i just lied down as i had back pain. And dont knw when i got sleep. When i waked up i have seen i m covered with shawl.. all 3 guys were sitting as i have reserved their coach. :) So nice of them. Thwy haven't asked me to go on my coach and let them sleep. May be bcz they didnt wanted to disturb me. Thanks guys to take care of me.. Well then halt came so people gone for breakfast and all. But as u knw i dont wat anything after 12 AM. I just sat in the bus. Then i sleep with maitu in double coach. Nice people given me the blankate due to cold. :) And the day ends here....

It was the journey which i will cherish forever.. Thanks guys to make an unforgettable journey for me...

Day-4 of Goa trip 28-Dec-2010 and 3rd day in Goa

Day-4 of Goa trip 28-Dec-2010 and 3rd day in Goa

I got ready early morning. Today was day leisure. So we were suppose to do whatever we want. .net frds of mine were 4 namely sam, krun, vimu & Maitu. So they rented 2 activas. So I left alone behind :( Though it was expected so i was ready with backup plan of giving whole dday to myself and spend time on beach. But then Kalpu forced me to go out. She was on activa with Mit & I met a new person called Raj.. He was quite inteligent. He was also brahmin but used to drink and eat non veg :-| He shown me nut tress. He also taught me palm reading a bit.
We visited many Anjuna beach, Vagator beach and Armbol beach. Really nice places. Arambol beach is famous for it's sunset view but 20 km far from city. The way to the beach is tooooooooo romantic. I was feeling like i wish my dream boy could be with me here rather than rajeshbhai :( But i enjoyed the beauty. And had great fun as well. Again i had enjoyed my lonelyness on beacjes intentionally. All of they were walking on the bank but i was inside the water.

We had halt for lunch at noon. But I was not feel to eat so sisn't ate ya but kalpu forced me so tasted the food. It was better than resort. Rajbhai ordered bear. Me and a boy Umang tasted it by taking a dip of it. Then i came out of hotel and was talking with a frd about it on phone at other side of road. Suddenely a foriegner cam and stand lil far from me, removed his gogles and put it on his head, stood in a style and start staring me.. I given a weird expression and came on the other side of road where the boys of group i came with standing. That forigner took a llok on me & went inside the hotel. Boys was saying "go go he is trying to impress you. Go and have snap with him". LOL but i didn't. After having great time we came back to resort. We got freshed and then to taste kaju feni and vodka mw and kalpu went to Rajbhai & Mitesh room. I tasted Kaju feni by taking a sip or 2. Then I tasted vodka. But by mistake i drunk neat sip of vodka. It was burning everywhere in a single sip. My eyes were not opening properly and i was keep twinkling.

Then we went for DJ but nobody was there so gone for dinner i was quite hungry. Then I did palm reading of so many people. But deeply read palm of Sam & Krun. It was fun. Then all of us except kalpu & meet went to the beach. On the way I got good tuning with Sam as were keep talking so much. Sam shared so many things with me. Then we went to beach, sat for a while, cracked jokes and had much fun. Then came back to resort. We sat in the boy's room for few moments and then went to our room. Maitu and Kalpu was doing packing. I was done it before as i had least lugage in all and keep packing unnecessary things. I lied on the bad. Though couldn't sleep until lights got off. :)

And that was the end of the last day in Goa tour. Tomorrow we suppose to check out early morning as we need to catch train at 11:20 AM. The check out time was of 8 AM..

Day-3 of Goa trip 27-Dec-2010 and second day in Goa

Here is the Day-3 of Goa trip 27-Dec-2010 and second day in Goa

I waked up early morning as we had decided to go for water sports on beach in the early morning. But 2 girls of my room didn't waked up so i lied on the bad again. Finally they waked up at around 7:30 AM. All 3 of us got ready and went to beach. We were 3 girls & 4 boys. they belongs to .net and sales dept. From beach 2 couple joined us. And then fun begun. BTW I wore Black pant and navy blue colored shirt. Others were wearing shorts ;)

First ride was called juchky. It is basically bike riding in the ocean. IT took 2 people. Me and Maitu gone in it. I sat in the front of bike. It was great fun. I was riding in the sea. And I dnt knw swimming :P Great fun.

Second ride was bumper. As kiran sir's daughter was crying we had decided he and his wife will go one by one. And for that we had to break pair of best friends called sam & Krun. As we had decided we will gon 1 boy and 1 girl. I had gone with Sam in Bumper. In Bumper they make us sit in small balloon boat which is tied to real boat and we jump in the waves. It was great great great fun. :) After getting out of it, I was falling in the sea due to waves. Sam helped me at that time by giving me support. Nice guy :)

Then 3rd ride was banana ride. In that there was a big ballon boat shaped like banana and shark. Was not exactly looks like banana but they used to call it the same. In that we were 5 people together namely Ash, Mit, Kalpu, Kir sir and Gaur bhai. In that ride we have to ride the banana which is tied to boat. Then they took us far in the ocean and turned around the banana which throw us in the ocean and then again we have to ride it and same thing happens near beach. When I gone for riding it a wave came and took me completely inside the water.I got my 1st complete dip. The sea water gone inside. Then it took us in the deep water and thrown us by turning around. I just gone dipped completely again and after few seconds xame out. Thogh I dnt knw swimming, my legs started moving around. I was worring of Sea creatures so wanted to go in as soon as possible. Bevause i knew that i won't drown bcz of my life jacket and life guard who was holding me. They get Kalpu and Mitesh 1st in the boat. And then my turn came. Kir Sire rided on the banana on his own again. Boatman forgotten to take Gaur up in the boat or may be he was thinking he will come up on his own as he is man. Kalpu & Mit was holding Gaur by jacket. I shouted to take him up and finally boatman took him up. 4 of us sat on the boat out of 5. But Kir sir asked us to have complete fun & get ride banana again. So except Gaur all of us rided it and again got a dip in the sea. B4 that Kalpu was shouting to take us nearest to beach and then only turn around the banana. LOL. It was really great advanture.

Then 4th ride was paracelling. We all gone in a boat and then they send us on parashote in pairs. He cahrged extra for dipping in sea. But we did it as all of us wanted to get the full fun. I had gone with Sam again. It was great fun. I was feeling like I am flying in the air. I was hanging up and there was huge unended ocean all around down. Ah what a beauty I had seen. It was a feling i cant express but it was the best best best moment in the Goa for me. I just don't wanted to go down. But I had to go :( Well All sports were over there...

Then we left the beach and move ahead for the resort. Me, Krun & Sam was together. We were playing antakshari on the way. It was really fun singing songs on the roads of Goa :D I had fast on that day as it was Monday. I didn't gone for lunch. Other took lunch and then we left for sight seing in the Bus. I sat with Vaisu Bhabhi. First we went to a famous church of Goa. I drank costly coconut water there. :)

Then Kir sir asked guide where are we going?? He told Meeramar beach but Kir sir misheard it and told us Mera MAl. LOL. It was fun. Then we gone to MeeraMar beach which is known as white sand beach. But water was mudy over there. But still I weted my feet in it. :D As this is the real fun to go at beach. Then I wrote my name on the beach. Made temples of sand on the beach. And then walked a bit around alone. As I love to be with myself :) Then We went out side and others started eating junk food called pani puri, bhelpuri and so on. I had fast so i was standing alone. I was enjoying my lonelyness intentionaly. As i said i love to be with me ;)

Then we moved ahead towards cruise. On the way we bought the famous nuts of Goa from Panjim. Then went to beach. We had to wait for quite long for cruise. Finally we got it. We had seen Santa and folk dances of Goa as well as portugal :) There was also dance for us. 2 girls with me didn't came with me but i coulnd stop myself & just gone on the dance floor and danced. :D Then we went to the bus again. Gaur and his son danced in the Bus. It was fun watching them We sung songs and did tooooooo much of fun on the way. Finaly came back to resort and had dinner. I had fast and but couldn't eat much as didnt liked the foos. But I ate ice cream well. Straberry ice cream was really nice. During that i got a call from a frd that she is getting married in 1st week of Jan. I was quite socked on that news as before 25th dec there was nothing like that. And as per the Hinduism we dnt arrange marriges in Jan till 15th Jan. Then why so early?? Why suddenly. It made me thinking. I tlked with her but didnt got answer. I can say this is what we call destiny.

Well then we went to our room. Others were playing cards. I was watching TV as per my nature. Maitu was keep saying Ash loves to watch Tv as whwnever i enter in the room I used to ask for the remote and on the TV> :D Well then they gone away. And I tried to sleep :) Suddenly i seen a dream that sea wave cam on me and wet me and woke up. Again tried to sleep and i had seen I sleeped from the stair of calangute beach and woke up again :D And finally i got my sleep ;)

The day was one of the most memorable day of my life and I will never ever forget even a single moment of it. I love u God and also very thankful to bring that day in my life. A flying kiss for u :-*

Day-2 of Goa trip 26-Dec-2010

Here is the Day-2 of Goa trip 26-Dec-2010

Early morning of next day around 6:30 AM, we got out off the train at Thivim. People were taking snaps and also cracking jokes. Funiest was Karan. He was shoting like a auto driver and name of places were of Abad like Kalupur, Maninagar, Civil.

We had to wait for sometime for the Bus. Finally got the Bus which took us to the 4 star resort. The morning view of Goa was beautiful. When we reache at resort, we got 1st bad news that we can't get check in untill 12 PM. Bcz as per the rule check in time is 12 PM. I find that behaviour of hotel staff was bit rude towards Indian tourists and biest to forigners.

We had nothing to do with and even didn't got morning tea :( We put out lugage in lugage room and went to beach called Calangute. From far It seems to be a huge blue wall. When I came nearer I was mesmorized. I have seen ocean for the first time in my life. It was great feeling. Local vendors harresed a bit. Specially earing and tatoo vendors.

I sat there on a beach. People were started taking snaps and so on. After sometime We go to get tea. As I am Brahmin by cast, I even don't drink water before taking bath. At that day I had to take tea bcz of Dad and lack of managment of the company. :( I was with the PHP guys and multimedia girl. Then we had gone to see dolphin fish. We went in the middle of the sea. Dolphins were not coming out. Boatman took us here and there. Then he stopped engine and started playing songs. And when he played song "Tere mere bich me kesa hai ye bandhan anjana..1 dor khiche duja doda chala aye.." 2 dolphins came out. Though it wasa gimik of song as dolphins were far away, we staretd saying Dolphins love this song. LOL.

Then we came to hotel and finally got check in. Room was for 2 people but we have to stay 3 people there. One room partner of me was very creepy by nature. She was creeping from the morning with managment and then also creeped with another room partner of me. They were littreally fighting and asking me to judge roght & wrong. I was feeling like Oh Gosh what to do as i didn't knew the whole matter. Well then we gone for luch. I didn't liked it much so ate very less. I tasted bit everything and mostly ate rice only. Then came to my room. Changed clothes..

Then 1 partner of me called me to go out with her but i was quite tired so wanted to take rest. So i refused. But then room service and all disturbed me a lot and i couldn't rest. So I decided to go out. Though my room partner was far away. Then I gone with other girl to the beach. I weted my legs in the sea and enjoyed my evening there. It was really great feeling.

Finallyb I came back to the resort. I was feeling bit bad there as i had no group and missing my parents so i was bit upset as well. Then gone for the DJ bcz my RP-1(Room Partner-1) forced me.. I danced a lot and had great great great fun there as i m crazy about dancing. And I also got reminded that i m here to enjoy myself so i should nit care is there any 1 with me or not. I am here to enjoy my lonelyness... There was few people who were drunk over there. One of them came to me a speaked something in my ear. I couldn't here it so asked to repeat and that silly man said "I Love U". I given very weird expression and gone to the next side of the dancing group and asap got out of the DJ. BTW We did Garba on english song. Gujarati people never leave any chance of playing Garba :D Then I took dinner. Went to my room and wached TV till late night.

And then went to bad, actully sofa as I slept on sofa cum bad :) And that was the end of my first day in Goa.

Day 1 of Trip at 25-Dec-2010

So let's start talking about my trip of Goa.

My trip started on 25th-Dec-2010. My dad came with me to drop me on the station. We reached at station at exact 10:10 AM as per the call. Few people were already there and gradually all collegues gathered there. My dad asked my HR to take care of me. Then asked another sir called Mihir to take care of me and also implied that she is going alone so far for the first time so plz take care of her. It was like he still thinks i m a school girl. But it also made me feel great as it was showing his care and love for me. Then all of us gone to our platform for the train which was no 6. My coach no was S3, seat no 8 & train was okha Emalumpur Exp :). Train was bit late but finally we got it. In my coach there was a man called Bhavesh with us with his wife called Hetal. Bhaveshbhai was really kind and took great care of me. He was like an elder brother of me. Took complete care. I sat with Bhabhi for few hours. There was no lunch arrangment of lunch and dinner in the train. Though I was not hungry BhaveshBhai & Bhabhi forced me to eat so I ate little just to respect them.

Then I came back to my seat. It was really fun sitting alone. I was enjoying myself. Then a south Indian girl came & sat on my Seat in remaining place of birth. She was looking like mentally gifted kid. She was asking me to take my leg & but i refused as I thought it's my birth. She was littrealy disturbing me. Then my HR came to take me with her. I wanted to be alone & wanted to enjoy my lonelyness but due to her force I gone with her. Then I get to meet few more employees of Indianic. Played Antakshari. And people was saying I am very rich in song. And I am the master. Well thatr's true ;) It is very difficult to beat me in Antakshari. Then I came to my place late night and lied on my birth. Thogh dednt slept as i can't sleep in travelling asd didn't ate as well. That was the end of Christmas and first day of my trip. So let's go to second day in next post... I"ll catch u there

Something About Goa

Hey guys..

How are you?? I am sick. I have caught by the bad cold and cough as I drunk sea water in Goa. I came back yesterday to ahmedabad after a long travelling of around 26 hours.. And reached home even late :)

I had great great great fun over there. I have enjoyed each and every moment at Goa. Sometimes lonely and sometimes in group. Only one thing which i didn't liked was the food of Goa. But that's obvious so no complaints. I will share my experience and pica as well.. But it's too long so I"ll write it in parts. First let me write something about Goa

We stayed for 3 days there. Goa is nice place or I should say it's a lovers place. If you go there with your partner, you will feel that you are in the heaven. It is very costly as well. Because Goa is a tourist place so and also seasonal. So people try to earn as max as they can in seasson. Single cup of tea was of 15 rs. Goa is an undeveloped place and i think that is the only reason it is still so beautiful like a canvas painted by great painter God :) Beautiful beaches and natural beauty is charm of Goa. The choice of color is really weird there. Houses were painted with yellow, lemon, orange colors. Houses had roof. Only few houses has constructed ceilings.

Transport system is not so good. I had seen few taxies and no auto there. For transportation you have to either go in bus or rent bike or activa. No Petrol pump or situated at very far. So u have to buy a bottle of petrol which is also very costly... Coconut water was also costly 30 rs....

Goa is partitioned in 2 parts by a river. North Goa and South Goa. It has around 650 beaches. Few are famous. And calangute is the safest beach there. Many bollywood movies were shooted there.. And Goa is also famous for it's nuts.

Most of the foriegners were russian over there. And reason for that is Govt of Russia gives special subsidies, loans and even free trips to Goa. Yeah yeah i m telling you the reason. Actually India got free in 1947 but Goa got freedom in 1969. Till date it was under portugise rulers and portugise people promoted Goa as a tourist place to Russians by offering free or cheap trips for their business. And Russian Govt. Continued this tradition.

Goa gets tourists only in December to Feb. Indian tourists go there only in Dec-Jan. And forigners till Feb. But from March to November you will not find even a stray dog there after 10 PM. This are the words of local Goa man. So plz don't sue me if it is wrong. LOL

So that's all about Goa. Now let's talk about my trip ;)