Saturday, January 1, 2011

Some unsaid talks & Some Unexpressed feeling of Goa and Ash

Hey guys

Happy New Year. I wish you a very successful, happy and lovely year ahead...

This is the last post on my Goa tour. I have written almost about the Goa and the things i did there. But there is still something missing which i m going to discuss here.

First of all i would like to say Goa is a lovers place. I mean go there with your partner and walking in the sea and hold his hand. Ah what a feeling it is!! Goa is really very romantic place. I wish next time whenever i go to Goa, I get the someone special :)

Well well now lets come to the point. I really enjoyed my trip. When i had decided to go Goa, my intension was to be with me as i have very hectic schedule and hardly find time for myself. And believe me i give the max time to myself. We stayed for 3 days and i get to meet some really nice people and some very creepy as well. But we will talk about good one only.

I would like to mention name of 4 people here. Sam, Krun, Vimu & Maitu. They were very nice, loving and carring people. I get to know them on the tour. I don't know we will be in much touch or not but i must imply i will never forget them. Specially Sam & Krun. As I got very good bonding with both of them. Sam is quite carrying. I liked that. And most amazing thing he has no bad habits which usually guys have like smoking and drinking. He hates that. That really amazed me. But he is bit short tempered according to me. He is a good boy. And Krun was quite friendly.. I have shown him all the men flirted with me. LOL. I had read their palms very deeply. :D I don't know why but i feel like i have some deep bond with both of them. Like i knw them from ages.. I would love to be their best frd forever. Maitu & Vimu r also good people. Apart from them Gaur is the best father i have ever seen according to me after mine. He had great bond with his son and it was really fun watching the pair of father and son.

Now lets come to me. I was hanging out with frds or colleagues there. But the thing is my way of enjoying is quite different than others. People used to walk on the beach, in the sand while i enjoy the waves of sea by walking in the sea. People used to enjoy by taking snaps while i enjoy by taking sights in my eyes, the beauty inside me. It is not like that i don't like to be in group and do naughty things as i m the naughtiest person in my group. But don't know why i was enjoying to be with me. And also the thing people and frds i met was new to me. If i had gone with my group of friends then scene might be complete opposite. But i enjoyed thoroughly. I could find a new Ash inside me. An Ash who doesn't care for company. Ash who was enjoying the moments. I could find quite Ash in me :) I loved that side of mine. I can say now i get to learn how to live life beautifully. How to enjoy the life. Now may be i learned that u cant get the moment back so enjoy it fully rather than thinking for past, future or anything else. And you know what this is the best way to live. The most loving thing was i got forgotten all those things which were bothering me from so long. I can advice you if u r very stressed then just go on beach.

One more thing few frds of mine get to know that i never goto beauty parlor and they suggested me to go for it as it will make me more beautiful. Specially RB. He insisted me and said it will help me to get my dream boy. On that note i would say I don't want anyone to like me for my outer beauty which is not ever lasting. The one who will like me or love me should like me in the way i m. I will be beautiful for him as everyone likes to get a beautiful partner but that will be after he likes me in the way i m. And another thing is I believe that real beauty is in the simplicity. If the person whoever frd or partner of mine can't admire my simplicity, i don't think he can admire my thinking.. I also think that God is wise enough so let's not challenge him. And the last thing is i don't like all that feminine stuff. I don't like to go parlor and also hate to do shopping. As u knw my dreams and likings r quite different and that's the way i m. If someone want to like me than here i m and if not then also here i m :)

Apart from that my room partners were not letting me go for bath first as i take much time inside. LOL but i always get ready earlier than both of them as i dnt take time in powder puffing. LOL. Second thing they get to know whenever i enter the room my 1st question is "Where is the remote?" and on the TV. No matters i watch it or not. As per my habit i like tv on.

There were few more things and feelings but some things looks more beautiful unsaid so let's make it unsaid.

Apart from that tomorrow is an engagement of my frd. It made me believe more stronger in destiny. When i left for Goa there was nothing like that in withing this 15 days she is getting engaged and married. So it is clear that everything is pre planned. You can't even imagine what is going to happen with you tomorrow. And also you can get your life partner anywhere, anytime.. Ah gosh i forgot to tell u an interesting thing. RB had read my palm. He said i m going to love marriage :P very socking for me. As i really don't trust boys in this case as i have seen worst things in it. Let's see what happens as I always say everything is preplanned. Apart from that few things he said was right about me but i thought it was obvious. And some predictions were wrong as well like he said i am suffering from lack of confidence which is completely wrong. I have never ever faced lack of confidence. Even my friends are thoroughly impressed from my confidence.

I am badly caught by cough and cold. Ah plz don't ask about medicine as i hate to take any pills without doctor's prescription. And i hate to go to doctor as i m very lazy in this matter. So i used to take home medicine and just wait and watch :)

I have written so much in these 2 days.. When i have started this blog i was thinking i should get 0 traffic. Bcz this blog has almost everything about me and there may be facts which someone doesn't like to know. But after watching it i get to know i should not worry much as even if someone come here, posts are so longer nobody dare to read it completely apart from me or my hard core friend or fan. LOL.. So if you are one of my hard core fan or friend and read my posts completely then plz leave a comment so i get to knw this ;)

Finally this is time to say Bye for now.. Happy New Yea to all of you.. Have a great and successfull year ahead. This is R J Aashaka signing off . Gooood Niiiiiiiiiiight... Goooooooood Byeeeeeeee. C U Sabba kher.. Will catch u at the same place soon. Till than be happy and make people happy.. :) :-*


  1. Guddu,
    its a really nice experience of me to read your blog. very good reality u wrote. me just want to say only that u please remember what u have written here as some time in frstd situation u r behaving unexpected. and yes life is very beautiful always just love the life. would like to pray for your next trip to goa soon with your loved one.