Friday, September 2, 2011

Life is Going smooth

Hey All

I wish u all r fit and fine. I have not posted since quite long. So though lets write something new. Things are quite steady and stable now.  In June I was facing the worst time of life may be. Ah I even hate to remind those days to myself. As I written after new start, everything is settled down now.
New job is pretty good. As you know I am the PL and TL so it is good. J TLs used to make work their team members and they used to get relax and pass time. That’s something I am also doing and enjoying being official TL in good company.  Not like the one in past where almost every1 or 70% of staff was TL. Duh. :P But as you know I am one of the good TLs so used to be interactive with team and make them learn so many new things and I am also learning  more and more from their questions.  I usually spend my time in client communication, team’s query resolution,  Ranking + traffic + goal increase, new tactic and so on. And side by side having fun on FB and listening music. One more thing in my new office to I am getting max tea. I use to get 2 cup of tea. J My all office boys used to understand that I like to have 2 cup of tea or more quantity. J
Freelancing SEO task is also good. As I get tired not doing much effort in surfing clients. But yes if I get any client then give satisfied work.  I have 1 boy working under me for freelancing task. So in short business life is going good.

Personal life is also good. As I got the most loving and carrying parents of the world, I am having fun. Wright now single so enjoying the freedom. J I used to spend my holidays in sleeping as I love sleeping J It is like if time of waking up is 7:45 AM and if u wake me up at7:42 AM. I will sleep back for 3 more mints as I love my sleep. Using minimum phone. You can say right now the time is same when I love to be alone and love to be with me only. I have no friends to whom I talk every day and feel uneasy if don’t get to talk. No one is there like that. Not have much interest in TV or movie much.  So for others it could be boring but for me it is best time I m having right now. Just doing my job and giving maximum time to myself. J

 Ganesha festival is going on right now and  ganapati bapa moriya is in the air. In our office also we brought ganesha and worship it. It is really good to have vighnaharta. Apart from that my friend s going to be mumma so I am happy for her. J The only problem is the old one AMTS. Bus problem which make me irritate and agry 2 times a day. I am sick of it. :P But have no solution. Auto drivers take 3x money and even after that not coming sometime. And AMTS is same :P I am thinking to get vehicle but what about them who can’t afford vehicle or auto. I wish our Govt give lil attention to AMTS also rather than spending only on BRTS L

Huh so in short right now after quick ups and downs I am living steady, slow and sweet life.  I”ll catch u again here and try t write soon till then b bye. Live the love and feel the life. Live in the moments as u will loss it and never get it back again. J

Friday, July 1, 2011

New Start

1st of July-2011. A complete new start of my life. A new chapter gonna start from today. It is new not just because of new job. but many things or you can say almost everything has been changed. As I said past month was very hard for me. I lost so many things that only I can understand. But for new start I have make everything new in me. You can say I have just restarted my system. I bought new phone, new purse, new tifin box, new dresses :) I must mention that in my lifetime this is for the first time I did these much shopping. Otherwise I used not spend a penny anywhere. Specially for me. I used not even buy water untill it is too much of need. I got nokia 5233 touchscreen phone. It seems quite cool. Everything is new. But memories are still there. :) I am missing those relations and friends which I lost last month unfortunately. :( But there is nothing I can do except moving on so rather then regretting I have opted way of moving on. So that's what I am doing. When I came for an interview in this company I read a slang that was "Don't regret, LEARN and move on" nice one. Because regreting can't do anything so just learn from your mistakes and move on. The situation for me is like God put me on a way and I am supposeto walk on and I am walking on. Honestly I don't know where am I going and whats the destination. I am just walking along. Each time I used to make decision but this time I left decision on God and just walking all the way. I have full trust on God that he wont make any wrong decision for me and lead me toward the happiness, I am
willing to have.

Because as I said I dream of being a successful career woman whene people used to say "good morning mam". Right now I am on that way. I am at senior level I got that job which I was willing to have. In career I am getting everything or almost everything I wanted to have. But as we used to say man's desires are endless. That is happeming to me. Now that sleeping girl inside me has waken up somewhere and has started feeling to have someone special in life with whom I can share evrything. My happiness, sadness, anger, love, everything. I am feelingthe emtiness somewhere. I want that shoulder where I can put my head and get relaxed. I am missing those arms who hold me tight and say "hey sweety don't u worry, I m wid u forever." Yeah I am missing my dreamboy at this stage and I wish I get him sooner in my life. I am not looking for a film star. I just want a simple, sober, well educated and well cultured boy with courage to hold my hand in any situation. I have that guts to fight against the situation but my man need to have at least that dare that he can stand by me at extreme situation. Well I have left this task to my parents so I am not worrying much for this. They will find the best match for me. You also pray for me that I get my prince charming asap. If I get him in this year, I would like to get engaged on 11-11-11 :)

But right now i am starting a new chapter and pretty exited and bit nervous as well. I am willing to get new work, friends and so on. But I wish I get goodie goodie things there. :)

Quite long post it is. right.. Let's say bye for now. I am going for now and catch you soon here. Though have busy schedules, I"ll try to write regularly. Till then Be happy and try to make others happy :)

Welcome me Back

Hey frdzz

remeber me or not. This is me Ash. yeah after a long time i am writing this post. A very new chapter of my life has been begun from today so I thought let's talk to you guys. From past few days, life was very unstanble or unpredictable. It was like everything was just happening and I was completely cluless what is happening to me and what is going on all around. You can say June was aa tough month for me. But before that I had lots of fun. I had everything I was willing to have including, frinds, relations, fun, fame, money, everything. But June was like Oh My Gosh....

On 8th June, I got first bed news and that was from my company that i need to leave the job and this is the last month for me. The reason is reduction in costing and they are reducing the staff. And targeted people are those who are newer to company. Decision is not based on performance but completely on senurity. I was quite socked on hearing my name there. Because it is month of increment and we were expecting appraisal. Well there is nothing we can do. Including me and my best friend many people faced this. And then I had started giving interviews. As always my interviews were going well but they find my salary expectations high. I was waiting for reply from companies and got another bad news that my best friend's bf got engaged with another girl. They were in relationship from 3 years and suddenly her bf got engaged with reason that he can't make his parents sad and can't go agaist him. In all these tensions and bad news my june gone. I made few major mistakes as well and also hurt few very close people of mine. But everything just happened and I was like playing

As my good luck and mahakali ma as well as your blessings, I got jobwithin 2 week. Very good job it was, but the problem was the office is too far from my home and travelling in bus is too clumsy as I have to take 2 buses. After getting that job, I got many calls for interviews but I refused to go there as I am fade up of this whole interview process and I am fade up of it. Then I got a call from a company which is nearer to my current office and easily reachable from my home so I went foran interview there. After waiting for half an hour there, HR asked me to wait for more 20 mins, I just losted at that time and said "no I m leaving, I"ll come tomorrow. You confirm the interview and call me at 12:45 that should I comeor not??" I talked quite rudely but I was angry at that time so. I felt that I shouldn't do that but I usually hate to wait and they made me wait a lot and in anger I talked like that. On next day I gone there and I had to wait for 5-15 mins and then interview started. They took my deep and thorough interview. They asked me to wait. But I was getting late so I told them to inform me on phone. They just call me in the eveningto meet again and they just hired me in the same way my current company did. I got very good package and senior position as well. So it was good for me. They just make me sign the offer later on the spot. and asked me to join asap butI insisted to join at 1st-July. I was happy because of it a bit. So I just went to pavagadh to have blessings of mahakalai ma. I visited pavagadh all alone and I couldn't believe that it was so flexible visit. I had never ever climbed pavagadh so early and easily. I felt like when you are alone, God is with you.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Some unsaid talks & Some Unexpressed feeling of Goa and Ash

Hey guys

Happy New Year. I wish you a very successful, happy and lovely year ahead...

This is the last post on my Goa tour. I have written almost about the Goa and the things i did there. But there is still something missing which i m going to discuss here.

First of all i would like to say Goa is a lovers place. I mean go there with your partner and walking in the sea and hold his hand. Ah what a feeling it is!! Goa is really very romantic place. I wish next time whenever i go to Goa, I get the someone special :)

Well well now lets come to the point. I really enjoyed my trip. When i had decided to go Goa, my intension was to be with me as i have very hectic schedule and hardly find time for myself. And believe me i give the max time to myself. We stayed for 3 days and i get to meet some really nice people and some very creepy as well. But we will talk about good one only.

I would like to mention name of 4 people here. Sam, Krun, Vimu & Maitu. They were very nice, loving and carring people. I get to know them on the tour. I don't know we will be in much touch or not but i must imply i will never forget them. Specially Sam & Krun. As I got very good bonding with both of them. Sam is quite carrying. I liked that. And most amazing thing he has no bad habits which usually guys have like smoking and drinking. He hates that. That really amazed me. But he is bit short tempered according to me. He is a good boy. And Krun was quite friendly.. I have shown him all the men flirted with me. LOL. I had read their palms very deeply. :D I don't know why but i feel like i have some deep bond with both of them. Like i knw them from ages.. I would love to be their best frd forever. Maitu & Vimu r also good people. Apart from them Gaur is the best father i have ever seen according to me after mine. He had great bond with his son and it was really fun watching the pair of father and son.

Now lets come to me. I was hanging out with frds or colleagues there. But the thing is my way of enjoying is quite different than others. People used to walk on the beach, in the sand while i enjoy the waves of sea by walking in the sea. People used to enjoy by taking snaps while i enjoy by taking sights in my eyes, the beauty inside me. It is not like that i don't like to be in group and do naughty things as i m the naughtiest person in my group. But don't know why i was enjoying to be with me. And also the thing people and frds i met was new to me. If i had gone with my group of friends then scene might be complete opposite. But i enjoyed thoroughly. I could find a new Ash inside me. An Ash who doesn't care for company. Ash who was enjoying the moments. I could find quite Ash in me :) I loved that side of mine. I can say now i get to learn how to live life beautifully. How to enjoy the life. Now may be i learned that u cant get the moment back so enjoy it fully rather than thinking for past, future or anything else. And you know what this is the best way to live. The most loving thing was i got forgotten all those things which were bothering me from so long. I can advice you if u r very stressed then just go on beach.

One more thing few frds of mine get to know that i never goto beauty parlor and they suggested me to go for it as it will make me more beautiful. Specially RB. He insisted me and said it will help me to get my dream boy. On that note i would say I don't want anyone to like me for my outer beauty which is not ever lasting. The one who will like me or love me should like me in the way i m. I will be beautiful for him as everyone likes to get a beautiful partner but that will be after he likes me in the way i m. And another thing is I believe that real beauty is in the simplicity. If the person whoever frd or partner of mine can't admire my simplicity, i don't think he can admire my thinking.. I also think that God is wise enough so let's not challenge him. And the last thing is i don't like all that feminine stuff. I don't like to go parlor and also hate to do shopping. As u knw my dreams and likings r quite different and that's the way i m. If someone want to like me than here i m and if not then also here i m :)

Apart from that my room partners were not letting me go for bath first as i take much time inside. LOL but i always get ready earlier than both of them as i dnt take time in powder puffing. LOL. Second thing they get to know whenever i enter the room my 1st question is "Where is the remote?" and on the TV. No matters i watch it or not. As per my habit i like tv on.

There were few more things and feelings but some things looks more beautiful unsaid so let's make it unsaid.

Apart from that tomorrow is an engagement of my frd. It made me believe more stronger in destiny. When i left for Goa there was nothing like that in withing this 15 days she is getting engaged and married. So it is clear that everything is pre planned. You can't even imagine what is going to happen with you tomorrow. And also you can get your life partner anywhere, anytime.. Ah gosh i forgot to tell u an interesting thing. RB had read my palm. He said i m going to love marriage :P very socking for me. As i really don't trust boys in this case as i have seen worst things in it. Let's see what happens as I always say everything is preplanned. Apart from that few things he said was right about me but i thought it was obvious. And some predictions were wrong as well like he said i am suffering from lack of confidence which is completely wrong. I have never ever faced lack of confidence. Even my friends are thoroughly impressed from my confidence.

I am badly caught by cough and cold. Ah plz don't ask about medicine as i hate to take any pills without doctor's prescription. And i hate to go to doctor as i m very lazy in this matter. So i used to take home medicine and just wait and watch :)

I have written so much in these 2 days.. When i have started this blog i was thinking i should get 0 traffic. Bcz this blog has almost everything about me and there may be facts which someone doesn't like to know. But after watching it i get to know i should not worry much as even if someone come here, posts are so longer nobody dare to read it completely apart from me or my hard core friend or fan. LOL.. So if you are one of my hard core fan or friend and read my posts completely then plz leave a comment so i get to knw this ;)

Finally this is time to say Bye for now.. Happy New Yea to all of you.. Have a great and successfull year ahead. This is R J Aashaka signing off . Gooood Niiiiiiiiiiight... Goooooooood Byeeeeeeee. C U Sabba kher.. Will catch u at the same place soon. Till than be happy and make people happy.. :) :-*

Back to Ahmedabad at 30-Dec-10

Finally the journey ends. When my eyes got opened there was light dark in the sky. Gradually light started spread out. I have seen the complete sunrise today. It was so beautiful. But unfortunately i didnt had cam at that time :( Gradually everyone woke up. Halt came. Our driver was using typical Gujarati when he stops the bus an ask us to go for washroom. It was too funny and bit embracing as well.

I took tea only bcz as u knw i dnt eat or drink anything before bath. But due to bad condition took tea. Then again get back to the bus. After long journey cam back to ahmedabad. And the journey got ended. My cousin came to pick me up and took me to his home at Maninagar. I drank 3 cup of tea and also got fresh n up. I traveled around 26-27 hrs continuously. Then I left for home but they have sme work so i traveled ahmedabad and reached home at 3:30. I was so tired & sick so just go to sleep. After 1-2 hour wake up and seen the mails and back to the normal life. So much pending task is there. I have to deal with UK client. Take interviews. boost up ranks and so on...Ash is back to the reality from dream world. And the tour ends..

Tour ends but still i have to write some unsaid facts and feelings so I will devote a compete post for that. So don' forget to read my next post.. I love you :-*

Day-5 of Goa trip 29-Dec-2010 - Day of check out

Day-5 of Goa trip 29-Dec-2010.

It is the day of leaving the Goa. Our group was the first in checking out. We checked out at 7:30 AM. And took breakfast. I was badly caught by cold and throat of mine was jammed. I was feeling like vomiting. So didn't ate much. But tasted it. Fun was still on. Gradually people gathered . I was sitting alone in lobby again and being with myself intentionally. We had to wait quite long and got buses for Madgav station. We sat in the 1st bus but it left at last. LOL. I sat with vaishubhabhi. We left resort at around 9 AM. We travelled quite long to reach to station. Finally we reached and waited for quite long for train as well. Then we got the train. But had to struggle to get our coaches as that was not written properly. I sat alone for quite long in my coach alone. Nobody from company was there as they had exchanged their seats with others. I met a man who given me some good info about Goa. He was in hotel management. Nice guy. Finally i got bored and bit uneasy as well in strangers so went to the coach of my tour group. I got a blasting news there that there is some political problem in Rajsthan and due to that this train is going to change it's root and will not go to Gujarat. It will go to MP. So we have to get down on Panvel - end of Maharastra and then we have to arrange everything on our own to reach the home. People were making plans for that and also discussing that this is not the fair. But in between keep cracking jokes and having fun. Finally we got the news, if we have to get down at Panvel then company has arranged 3 Volvo and we have to go in it compulsory. Then friends of mine slept and I gone in the next birth behind the group. As the whole boogie was empty. I sat there alone and watching the scenery outside. Then Sam came and took me to the door of coach and shown me the real beauty of God. It was so beautiful to see all that and feeling that moments and art of God. I don't know Sam will read it or not as i used to not give my blog url to anyone but I would love to thank u for that. U literally made my day. Train was running on round track and too many tunnels were coming one by one. The strong and cool air was blowing with digital dolby sound of train. LOL. It was really amazing. I loved it. If you ever travel in a train, I suggest you to stand in a door and see the view. But yeah take care to not fall down :) Well then again i came back to the place where i was sitting before. Sam also sat with me. And we had shared many things. :) Finally our friends waked up and we go there to sit with them. But still i was doing the same here and there as i liked the view from door. :) There was a cold drink vendor, again and again he come where sam is sitting ans shout for colddrink. Sam keep giving him a look. It was really funny. LOL. Panvel was nearer but still it was not final that we are suppose to get down there or not?? We get the instruction that just leave the train at Panvel. If it is going to Gujarat then we will get in again. Finally the station was coming and we were standing there and waiting to train get stop. Kalpu was standing there with Mit. I did usual hi to her. She said "You have changed ur colors so quickly". I thought she might talking about my clothes or pulling my leg or something like that. So I said with a naughty expression "So how did u liked my colors?? hmmm" bt then she made blast. She was in mood of creep with me. Sam signed me not to speak anything. But i was like i m also nt interested in any creep. Well finally we get down at Panvel. Kalpu was creeping as I am selfish girl and i was with them yesterdya jst bcz .net guys left me alone. I was not in a mood of fight at all. But i wanted to clear the thing bt she said "There is no meaning of discussion" so i just came back with .net frds.

I haven't said anything there as i feel like she is not the one to whom i should clarify anything. But i would like to mention here few things that when i gone for Goa, I was alone. I had no frds, no group. I knew only 1 person that's my HR. And I used to be with person or group who used to ask me to come with them. I have never approached anyone to tak me with them. As I was prepared to be alone and enjoy lonely as well. Even when Kalpu asked me to come with her, I strongly denied to go as i really wanted to be with me but she forced me a lot and she did promis with someone to get him partner for Activa(rent). I gone bcz of her. Second thing though i had gone with them, I was moving alone as she has her company mit. And in the train also i was sitting alone. I tried to say hi to her but she was sleeping. And when i came back she was gone so what to do?? Well whatever i dont care as she doesnt matter for me and i think same thing for her. But according to me she needs to change her view as everyone can't be wrong. She fought with almost all. Ok ok leave it. let's move ahead...

Then Station master adviced us to goto Bhopal and then from there go back to Gujarat. LOL. I was sitting and just thinking randomly. Maitu was asking me to not be upset bcz of Kalpu and vimu said "She has a fix expression so we cant get to know she is upset or not..." LOL Then we move towards Gangaram theater. We sat on the circle of Panvel. And again start having fun in worst situation. LOL. But there was big problem of mosquitoes.. I said "Mosquitoes are having party tonight. They must feeling to have great dinner in hotel as having blood of Gujarat with essense of Goa". LOL. After waiting for long we got the bus. In 1st bus couples and single girls gone. In 2nd general people and in 3rd only men ;) We reserved 1 double and 2 single slippers in 5 people. :D I sat in the window butthen Maitu slept so we 4 me, Krun, Sam & Vimu sat in single slipper. (BTW it was not volvo at all). We played games. Then we had started playing Antakshari. Krun, Vimu & Sam was in 1 team & me in 1team. It was really fun playing it. They admire my song database. LOL. I was having so much of fun. I felt like this journey should be the never ended one. As I knew that this frds will be lost tomorrow when we leave the tour and i really wanted to be with them for long. I had very good tuning with Krun & Sam from beginning but then i get to be tuned with Maitu & Vimu as well. I was watching Bombay, singing songs and thinking this and suddenly something happened. A bump came all of the sudden and Bus jumped and all passangers as well. I was sitting on the sode so i just fallen down. But in fraction of seconds both Sam & Krun hold my hands and pull me back on the seat. It was like wow.. I salute the presence of mind of both of them who hold me and get on the seat. I was an inch or 2 far from the floor. It was a thrilling experience. I really loved it. Seriously i thought i m gone but they survived me. It was so much thrilling and fun in that. Like a bollywood situation. Heroin is falling in the gulf and hero survived her. After paracelling this was the moment i enjoyed a lot. And u wont believe, I reminded that whole scene 100s of times till now. It was amazing..... Then people started throwing comments on that bump jumping. It was really fun. But i felt bad for maitu as she had stomach pain and this jump night hurted her more. Well Then  get calm.. may be bcz of tiredness. Krun gone to sit with driver and Vimu sat on another seat so i just lied down as i had back pain. And dont knw when i got sleep. When i waked up i have seen i m covered with shawl.. all 3 guys were sitting as i have reserved their coach. :) So nice of them. Thwy haven't asked me to go on my coach and let them sleep. May be bcz they didnt wanted to disturb me. Thanks guys to take care of me.. Well then halt came so people gone for breakfast and all. But as u knw i dont wat anything after 12 AM. I just sat in the bus. Then i sleep with maitu in double coach. Nice people given me the blankate due to cold. :) And the day ends here....

It was the journey which i will cherish forever.. Thanks guys to make an unforgettable journey for me...